Please Accept my deepest apologies, for I am Far from above
Far from myself, far from feelings, far from sincerity, just far from above the real world
I was once and I sometimes still feel that I am in a perpetual spin, I mean we all have uncontrollable desires, these vices get the best of us, but in return our personalities either shine, or cloud simple reality. In this era when information is constantly traveling, and as we guide ourselves through this paragon we are so unaware of all the digital utterance that’s being exchanged all around us, we are simply passers by in this plane to which we exsist. With that said, I too fall into digital utterance almost constantly, waiting impatiently sometimes, my lingerness for this has pulled my desire in different directions, stretching to resist, but im a product of my enviroment, I am Plentiful with my iPods, iPhones iBooks, and PowerMac computers, and this Makes me also a traveler in this realm, my conversations are comical, loveable, and hateful, my personality there can be fierce, and pleasant, but most of all it authenticates my existence here. It sometimes incorporates my utmost attention at the same time, it further blurs my insight into whats genuine.
We all want to believe that the person to whom our conversations coexist with are real, at least real enough to make lasting impressions good or bad.
Sometimes this can reveal who we really are as individuals, it gives us the grand stage to be whoever we really want to be, a role play beyond boundries.
Our boundries in the real world only limit us to confom, the digital world has removed everyones innocence so in a way that we are the lover we want to be, the bad ass tough guy we were once scared of, or the witty smart guy whos charming and everybody likes, once removed from this matrix we fall face first being so engulfed we forget who we really are. Ha, I laugh in the face of comformity and pound away every waking moment being just me, yes I wear the masks of everyday hellos, how are yous, and good morning smiles but only in brief moments, revealing to the public eye a notable individual. I am who I am in both worlds, seemingly enough I am blurred, my conscious is dormant but only so much, if my individuality was measured on a monetary scale I would be rich and fruitful. But its not, we all strive for personal gain from our own insights, we listen but don’t do, only you know whats right for you, as the old saying goes “Don’t do as I do. But as I say”
I wanna say Live life to fullest in what ever world you live in, be all who you can be , or not be, Fuck conformity!
